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Hear Your Voice Again

by Overgrow

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1.
New Light 03:35
So I’m gonna go Move out of this cold, dead home The walls that hold my misery cut straight to the bone The weeds have all grown And I’m feeling so alone They wrap around those happy days I can’t hear you laugh in this place anymore I need to go This house ain’t my home Just a heavier headstone No new light in my soul There’s color in my eyes again For the first time in a long time But I’m scared that I might just let it go ‘Cause there’s an empty plot that bares my name Sitting right next to your grave And it calls me, but I need to go I need to go I need to grow I’m tired of these old bones I need a new place to call my own Somewhere I feel not alone I need to grow out of my fear of the unknown ‘Cause nothing good was ever safe In spite of everything they’ll say I found my hope... Where she loves my name Where the city’s racing I'll find my way (I’ll find it, they say) There’s color in my eyes again For the first time in a long time But I’m scared that I might let it go ‘Cause there’s an empty plot that bares my name Sitting right next to your grave And it calls me, but I need to go I need to go So maybe I’ll move out there That wind blows through my friends And my love can take me there To be happy in a new light I know you’d have wanted me to have that, right?
2.
Hang Over Me 03:08
Let me prove to you I can be so alone around everyone else Losing all my teeth, now watch me lose myself I’ll be something else If that’s what you need of me, I’ll be Everything that I need feels so far away The color’s fading out and I feel like I’ve lost my way Walking into the grey, through the dullest of days I’m still wasting away, maybe I‘ll drown when it rains Clouds hang over me Always over me And I can isolate myself Never vulnerable with someone else Could bottle up and hide myself until the day I die They’ll never know my hell
3.
Say Nothing 03:37
Living life foot-in-mouth, hurt the ones you care about Building things to burn them down And feel the warmth on your face, stall the blood in your veins You think you lost your way, so fade out And you swear that you’ll change But you can’t take it away, lost track of the days Since you knew that they wanted you to stay Keep out of the way in a place you can say you’re alone And half the man you wanted to be And at night, try to sleep Close your eyes, grind your teeth Count every sin as they steal your dreams Do you know who you are? You won’t ever get that far Just stay down, stay quiet, say nothing to me Just know, one day you’ll end up alone again And you’ll swear that you’ll change But you can’t take it away, lost track of the days Since you knew that they wanted you to stay Keep out of the way in a place you can say you’re alone And half the man you wanted to be” I don’t know when I fell so low My mind takes me places where no one goes There’s something in the way my heart gravitates To the lies that I tell myself to guard it from change So I lash out at everything good in my way I wanna feel better, I feel stuck here most days I just wanna be happy in the bed that I’ve made I wanna be proud of myself But the way I treat those around me on my worst of bad days I’ll grow old alone if I never learn to change I don’t know when I fell so low
4.
I spend my days wasting away Trapped inside my mind, I build my cage There’s something in the way you say it’ll be okay If only I could let it, everything would change ‘Cause my head and my heart want different things If I let you in, would you just leave? My head and my heart want different things Pushing you away ‘cause I feel something You told me, “Take a week, come home and be with me I know, I love you, I just can’t watch you leave.” We’re both broken things, you see me crumbling And looking everywhere for some missing piece ‘Cause my head and my heart want different things If I let you in, you won’t ever leave But my head and my heart want different things I won’t run this time, so just stay here with me In my sleep, I’ve found a home A place to rest my weary eyes and fall with you alone Put broken things together, placing every piece When I finally wear down, will you still be next to me? I need to know what to believe (My mind says, “go”) I’ve been trying to find it (“be all alone”) A quiet place for me to breathe (“in that place you know”) Been living inside my own head (“be safe alone”) And falling apart at the seams I need to know what to believe In my sleep, I’ve found a home A place to rest my weary eyes and fall with you alone Put broken things together, placing every piece When I finally wear down, will you still be next to me? I need to know what to believe
5.
Unraveling 03:52
My head’s a mess unlike it’s ever been The days drag on - when I’m alone, they’re forever long I wanna be the good man, the one I was meant to be Maybe if I was a good man, maybe I’d be proud of me I wanna put in the work, I wanna try my hardest I wanna stay stable, I wanna get better These chemicals contain me, keep me locked in my room I’m wired to stay lazy, but I’m trying for you I pull at my strings, unraveling good things Throw them away - with nothing to lose, would I be safe? I wanna put in the work, I wanna try my hardest I wanna stay stable, I wanna get better These chemicals contain me, keep me locked in my room I’m wired to stay lazy, but I’m trying for you Then something clicked I’m okay, just a little sick, but it too will pass There’s help out there, I just had to ask I’m gonna be the good man you’ve always seen in me I am who I’ve always been, worthy of love and you’re heaven-sent
6.
Spin 04:08
Talked until the sun came up Spinning around until there was only us And I knew it at that time That I would hate to have to say goodbye At a truck stop, saw that smile We called it ours as we could see for miles And I could feel your eyes lock mine Lit up under pink St. Louis skies I spilled my guts on your friend’s couch Took some time, but I got it all out You sighed, you thought I hated you Then closed our eyes and started to spin again You tied a shirt up so the sun don’t shine You laid in my arms and you hung on so tight No matter where we sleep at night I wind up back there every single time We dropped them off and I took you home Sleeping in the front seat while I drove I saw you so peaceful then Hurried back to hear your voice again Hear your voice again I asked if I could call you mine You smiled and said, “Yeah, I think that’s just fine” We laughed for seven hours home And you fell asleep while we were on the phone Now it’s only seven hours home And I always end up sleeping on the phone
7.
“It’s so good to hear your voice again,” my mother said to me “Almost twenty-five years and I was afraid you’d never let yourself be happy But I always believed.” You see, I’m still trying to prove to myself that I should be And I’m not sure what I believe “It’s so good to hear your voice again” It’s been so long since I’ve felt anything I’ve been hoping this med will soothe me Just want to feel the things that they see “You gotta believe” You see, the wiring in my brain makes that hard for me Is there any good left inside of me? I’ve been trying my best to hold on Trying to find that me they missed Just want to hear the way my voice sounds And find some peace in it ‘Cause everything is temporary Shorter as these days go on Don’t want to miss another moment Been tired now for so long “It’s so good to hear your voice again” But everything makes my head spin I want to feel some sense of progress I’ve come so far, I’m scared I’m stopping I want to believe That working on myself will make it better ‘Cause I’ve been trying, but it still seems far Will it slip away? Can this ever change? I’ve been trying my best to hold on Trying to find that me they missed Just want to hear the way my voice sounds And find some peace in it ‘Cause everything is temporary Shorter as these days go on Don’t want to miss another moment Been tired now for so long Been tired now for so long But learning how to lick my wounds I’m finding strength to push on And it’s so good, it’s so good Been tired now for so long As the clock pours salt from my wounds I’m finding ways to push on And it’s so good, it’s so… I’ve been trying my best to hold on Trying to find that me they missed Just want to hear the way my voice sounds And find some peace in it ‘Cause everything is temporary Shorter as these days go on Don’t want to miss another moment Been tired now for so long

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released December 4, 2020

Produced, Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by Will Carlson
Written by Jake Ciccotelli

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